The Crapzzz
The pain is overwhelming, like pieces of broken glass piercing into my heart. For once, i really felt the pain of being "heartbroken". Please, dun leave me... Give us a chance to continue this relationship. If it turns out to be lyk this again, i wud be willing to just end it. Please, just give me another chance. I dunno when i last sob but yesterday was perhaps the worst. I woke up today, and started sobbing again. Tears are swelling in my eyes. Blame me for being a crybaby. I really dun wanna lose you. I believe wad you said last nite was just excuses, for me to leave you. I know you feel very bad, very confused for causing dat much tension between us but wad done is done. I really dun wan to regret losing you... Wad u said abt not really loving me hurt my heart, probably i find you lying to yourself. U told me last time to think abt whether do you love me. I thought about it and i really find dat u're devoted in this relationship. The hurt u caused me probably comes from me nt bearing to see you sad or my insensitive thinking, my out of this world thinking. It wasn't your fault for i hurt you too. I dunno, perhaps you need some time to think over it again, for you were probably confused last nite. I dun wan you to regret anything. Both of us fear a breakup, doesn't we? When i sorta told you dat there was this breakup thought in my mind, didn't you felt hurt and wanna save it. We been through so much, please don't let that stop us in this love. I can see dat u're really devoted in this love and you never hurt me intentionally. It's just me who is too emotional. I really dun wanna lose you... Please just stay by me, for we do have feelings for each other. Don't use dat excuse dat u dun love me for my heart tells me you do. Give each of us a chance to be together again. If it just dun turn out right, i wud automatically get out of this. Please, make it fair for both of us... Please, think about it again... U dun have to give me any answer now. Please... Give me, or give each other a chance... Please...
Tears clouded my eyes... Perhaps i'm going blind... Things looked so blur...
IcyRoy took a breath on 8/08/2004 07:59:00 AM