The Crapzzz
ARGH!!! FUCKING GPP FUCKING PISSES ME OFF!
Urge to just type it out. THE LAYOUT FREAKING SUCKS, DAMNIT. I think i spent like more time on adjusting the stupid layout rather than on doing my gpp instead. In fact, im done with GPP BUT THE FUCKING LAYOUT JUST KEEP HAVING THIS DARN RETARDED PROB OF NOT SHIFTING FOR WADSOEVER REASON. And when im done, and about to start printing it, there wasnt enough paper. Canceled printing and the layout went haywired again. =.= SERIOUSLY LAR, WTH.
Stress management. Breathe.
Anw, Life's still hectic. Somemore with the additional load from tests and PW. There's seriously not enough time to do what I want to do. =/ And I never really expected JC life to be this busy. Always had the image that it was fun. Full of outings and activities. But i guess theres an ugly side to it? Looking forward to the June Holidays.
That feeling sends my mind away to a place whereby only bliss and you exist.
If only time don't exist.
IcyRoy took a breath on 4/29/2007 05:32:00 PM
Bliss.
Family day was quite a blast, i gotta admit. It was fun, a great way to bond yea? 23/07 AKA Candy Mania stall sold MAI YA TANG or malt candy ONLY despite being CANDY MANIA. XD On fri went with part of the class to AMK hub giant NTUC to deplete their supply of malt candy and chopsticks. Bought like 8 cans of that and 300 pairs of chopsticks? And miraculously, we actually sold finish all the 8 cans, making quite alot of profit as well. Coolio. Also went around visiting trackers stall, basically just mingling about. I MISSED KANG SENG'S SINGING. Coz of the amazing hunt thingy. Oh well. But then concept of family day quite weird yea? Hardly see families around, only AJCians. Went off early after selling finish everything at 11.30am.
I could hold on like this for eternity,
Just to hear your every breathe close to mine,
Just to feel your heart beating with me,
Just to embrace your warmth so significant in the cold,
Just to let you know somewhere in this world someone cares,
Just to be with you, by your side always.
Sincerely, from somewhere deep beneath my skin and flesh, in that place which keeps me going.
IcyRoy took a breath on 4/22/2007 02:44:00 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
W.P and B.P =)
Well, the past week had been pretty eventful. Had breakdance workshop, lame resilence workshop which taught me no nuts, sport heats, choir concert, Choir concert was cool because it was my first time in the esplanade concert hall and it was so so cool lar. Love the design of the whole place, looks so hmm, literature-ly? Especially the hanging ceiling lights thingy. Whoar. And I got some supposingly VIP balcony seats that was just above the concert hall. Cool!
And today had X-country competition. Whole track team went over to support the peeps. Well, the guys race turned out to be pretty emotional. Apparently Eugene and Mugi pushed themselves too hard and yar. Nvm lar, we still have a year to prepare. We'll show them whos boss next year manz. AJC, victory just comes with training. Pushing ourselves to the limit is the only way to improve, i believe. You guys sure inspired all of us to train harder manz. All the way.
Have you ever been so overwhelmed with guilt and see yourself as the one who had crushed a flower a young girl was looking at, for causing someone else to cry, for doing nothing when something is supposed to be done? Have you ever had the thought that when u wrenched open ur ribs to discover a crimson red heart, continuous pumping blood yet being cold, cold blooded people would say.
Im overwhelmed with guilt yet I see no reason for me to do so. I'd pretend I nv read anything.
Im scared...
IcyRoy took a breath on 4/18/2007 11:49:00 PM
Bleah, got pwned.
Waited like 3 hrs plus before my heats officially began due to the rain. And when it did begin, it was still raining. And running in the rain totally sucks cause pple tend to lose balance and muscles get all stiff and got to like warm up 3 time. And retro jersey is simply fugly.
Okay, Im just sianed out cause i didnt meet my desired timing. And theres still 200m tmr.
Ought to do some SDT [self-directed trng] someday.
Other than that, the comp is taking up my whole weekend. Need time to do wad I NEED to do although it doesnt necessarily mean wad i WANT to do.
<27 tmr. ALL THE WAY ROYSTON.
IcyRoy took a breath on 4/07/2007 09:00:00 PM
What can be better than a free concert with great company? =D
Ytd was inter-pdg and 200m heats. Ran 4X100m, 4X400m and 200m ytd and my butt ACHES. And my sling bag kept whacking my butt so it was really like awwwww... But nvm, it was worth the awwww... Cause my class peeps did 23/07 proud, especially the gals manz. They got 1st in their 4X100m, 2nd in their 8X50 and 4X400 heats. One of the guys team got 1st in their 4X100 and ours 2nd, losing by like one 15cm ruler? I got 3rd in both 4X400 and 200m heats, well, shud be happy i supposed?
After heats went to watch the AJ Mosique Des Saisons concert by the guitar ensemble and harmonica. And i just realised that ensemble is pronounced as "ON-SONG", COOL EH? Cant they like just spell it as onsong or wad. =.= Music was kinda sleep-inducing but I STAYED AWAKE thanks to countless poking here there. Saw my OGLs Jillian and Rachel performed as well. Cool.
Tmr is the day. Im just gonna go down there and sprint all out. Am just gonna meet my own target which is <13s. Am not gonna place others in mind and whack. AJ TRACK, ALL THE WAY! Retro Jersey, SHA!
Starry night, mesmerising eyes of yours.
IcyRoy took a breath on 4/06/2007 11:40:00 PM
Bleah, hate uncertainties.
Once again, Im back here to my private little space to whine. Been feeling kinda tired, okay not kinda, but VERY tired to be precise during school. Lagging behind in both sleep and tutorials. Reaching home like almost 8 plus daily. Okay, screw the schooling part, wanna know more, ya can always refer to my first 3 months entries, its prolly about the same.
Taking part in 100m and 200m in the upcoming national juniors competition this weekend and come on, not that i lack self-esteem and all that but i do know my limit and i just aim not to get last. Gotta like improve my 2.4km timing to below 10mins, 120m timing <15s and 200m <24s. Missed Judo. Anw, congrats to Yihan and Brian for doing SJI C div proud. Rawk on guys! As for others, dun give up. Its like only the 3rd month this year. Theres still 4 more months to strive for that ultimate goal. Do yourselves and SJI proud eh.
Fine, i admit im prolly infatuated or wad but i guess i still need time. Really hope to like know ya better before proceeding with anything else. And for the time being, perhaps i just feel that i cant stick to any commitment. Give me time yar?
Mental battle once again. Zzz... Sleep.
IcyRoy took a breath on 4/02/2007 09:21:00 PM