The Crapzzz
Yawnz.... I miss my sleep! The hols has flown past so fast... and now its the dreaded day... Start of Schoooool... Awww... Come to think of it, i didn't really make much use of my hols. Was simply sleeping my head off till 12 plus daily... Haiz...
Midnight Bowling
Oh well, went midnight bowling for the 2nd time on sat... Strangely, though my thighs and arms were aching after trng, i was still in the chirpy mood to bowl. =) Maybe its the last time liao... before sch reopen. =( Oh well... Went there with my sis, her BF, my bro, his GF and me ALONE!!! ahaha... My bro was damn pro dat day lor... Doing his damn zai hook ball, sparing those turns when he did not get strike. He ended up with a score of 176 lar... Which is very high liao. Haha... There i was, practising my hook ball for the first time... The first 4 went pretty well. 2 strike and 1 spare. After dat, i started screwing up le... Kept on bowling the ball into the long kang lor. Haha... But then, it was still fun... 2nd time bowling without paying! heh...
Wad a way to start sch. A screwed up hair! AHHH!!! It was a desperate attempt lor. Was so scared that i might get sent home by HOL since he's so bloody strict. So the night before, at 10, i called my bro to cut my hair! Yeah... I "trusted" him... He was so "professional", helping me cut a slope which really look like one... So well, wad else can i say? Thank Yew Bro...
PE today... Measured height and weight. Height 171 =), weight 55. (It shud have been more!) After that, ran 2.4km! Yar... How nice sch was... Wasn't really intending to give all out one lor since i wasn't in the running mood. But then, when he said, he wud take this time if its better than ur napfa one, i chiong arh... My napfa score was quite slow lor... oh well, didn't make it below 11 though... Ahh, 11.01min...
Was intending to start mugging from today onwards but i guess its er... Not really possible... Heh...
Small Quiet Boy...
IcyRoy took a breath on 6/27/2005 06:07:00 PM
Oh well, had trng today... Heard from the coaches last week that trng wun be that xiong liao and indeed, it it true. Only did uchikumei, moving uchikumei, throwing, changing hip and osoto gari... Sounds alot but compared to prawns, bamboo jump, duck walk, god... This is paradise man. Since trng isn't xiong, YJ and I decided to put in some effort, by throwing each other during moving. Wait, it was him who kept on throwing me lar... I didn't throw at him at all. First time i did shoulder throw on such a fat partner... Always got a phobia since i'll always screw up my throws when throwing big heavy pple one. But than, at least i managed to throw YJ today. Oh well...
Went out after trng to orchard to celebrate someone's bufdae... By simply walking around and window shopping lor. And I realised how boring i can be. Haiz, wads wrong with me? How come I can't put down my past... Perhaps I had seen too much that I shudn't see, known too much that I shudn't know, think too much in what I believe. I'm too naive. There is like a complete 180 degree change in me. Swept off my feet and can't stand up. Emotional stress. Where's the me in me? Yar, even if I can go back in time, it wudn't be that me u once know of again... Why can't I knock it inside my head... A knock so deep, so pain that I wun forget. Its over now... And it will be forever. Argh, damn pissed with myself for believing so much in myself, in others. I'm weak... It had been a year now. I had been constantly deceiving myself for one year and yeah... What can I do? I'm just hopelessly helpless... And tired... Treated like a used doll... I just dun wanna go on interpreting things, believing that it still there when its gone... I dun want to...
Love can never last...
Release me from these chains... That neither u nor me can break.
IcyRoy took a breath on 6/22/2005 12:06:00 AM
Knock knock, anyone here? Hope that this blog isn't dead man. Anyway, after so long, I finally get a new com!!! Yay... Got lotsa things that i wanna say- The Shanghai Trip, Trng today, Shanghai Trip photo album et cetera lor...
Shanghai Trip 2005
The whole trip totally rawkz. Perhaps it was because of the amount we spend, there is this lingering feeling within me, that I wanna go back to shanghai lor. Okay, nvm... Anyway, it was great fun gtg overseas with friends. U get to do lotsa crappy things without parents around. Example, buy wadeva u want, look at chiobu, use vulgarities when u need it... Basically, u have the freedom man... Haha... Thats gd, i supposed. On the plane, Josh and I were busy playing mahjong on the plane which was fun since my luck was good. However, i realised that the mahjong got bug one. There is this tile which got 5 replicate lor. Lolx... Upon reaching Shanghai, i didn't really find it appealing or very modernised as described by many. The runway for the planes looks more like a big basketball court instead lor. After 5 hrs of flight, we proceed on with 4 hrs of bus journey. Initially, we thought that we got this lame tour guide, coz she called herself xiao yan jie when she doesn't really look that young. But then, if it wasn't for her that night, we might have been kidnapped or wad lor. Okay, the story was... The rest were hungry lar, josh and jon but then it was 12+ plus liao. We were desperate, so we went out to the nearby minimart. At the minmart, we came upon 3 ladies arguing about dunno wad lor... And if it wasn't for the tour guide, i wudn't know wad to do...
Okay, 1st day at sch was pathetic for me... I shudn't have interact with the kids, coz they sabotage me!!! Teacher post question, the kids at my table all point at me lor... Then i was like er... Dunno how to answer. Sian!!! 2nd day at sch, different batch of students. There was this da jie da in class who bullies the guys in class, according to the boys... Haha, then one by one, all of us confronted her. I was jacked the most lor. I asked her if she was da jie da. She replied in chinese, yar, so? I replied, those guys there say one. She started jacking me... U guys are all the same. Me: Guys of course side with each other wad. She then started firing chinese words at me lor and i was literally taken off my seat. Haha, guan wen case was the most funny. He taught the boy wad to do, gave them his phone no. so that they can ask for advices in future and he told the teachers!!! XD Lolz...
XiangYang Jie RAWKZ! The fake goods there are so cheap! and it was great fun bargaining lor... Haha... Now i know why girls love shopping so much! Its so fun!!!
Okay, back to singapore. Today trng was xiong lor. If only peng phay was there for our morning trng, we would have a water break!!! Argh, 2hr 30min without water break, so sian lor... Ahh, Anyway, sorry kai xiang. Yar lar, though i dunno whose fault is it, nvm... Wud feel better saying sorry lor. Ya betta get well soon else i will die!!! Ahhh...
Oh yar, check out this. http://shanghaitrip.myphotoalbum.com/ i created it but then it wasn't wad i expected. Was initially thinking of writing a story but too sian liao lor. So heh... Check it out though.
A year has passed...
IcyRoy took a breath on 6/18/2005 09:37:00 PM