The Crapzzz
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Oh yar, I remember i got this sort of weird dream... Something like a tragic dream... Yar...
It was like the last day of the world cause a sort of disease had went berserk. And it is all around in the air at a certain time on this last day of the world. So everyone was panicking and there's a rule that to prevent humanity from being tortured by this disease, it's a rule for everyone to swallow this pill which cut off your oxygen supply and kill you. (Sounding kinda sci-fic, eh?) So i was at home... Feeling all gloomy and trying hard to accept the fact that it's the last of the world. But I couldn't... I walked out of my room and saw my bro, reading newspaper and it was like horrible... HE WAS GONNA DIE!!! Everyone was going to die... It's damn scary thinking about all those... The whole world would be empty! And... The thought of dying... The feeling of not having oxygen to breath... The feeling of lost... of wondering what to do on the last day? Stay at home and spend time with your family? Go out and find ur loved ones? Spend all your money? Commit suicide? What would you do?
Anyway, didn't sleep long enough to find out what exactly happen later on... It's a nightmareee...
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/27/2004 07:54:00 PM
Oh yeah... Training rawkz my world!!! It's like after two years to torture, I'm immune to training now... Heh, finally understand why my snr were so enthu... Anyway, had shi-ai session today again and fought with joshua and after losing to him for so many times by a Koka, I won him today with a koka and a yuko. =D He still owes me 30 push-up for losing. After that, i went ta fight shi-ai with the lighter coach. Gosh... He's damn scary... When i was leaning down, he was like dragging and dragging and making me fall... I like fell 4 times... Anyway, at least it was a lesson taught well. Heh, managed to throw him by luck close to the ending. Anyway, training was no kick till the end. I fought lao de!!! Coach called both of us to play fast but was too tired liao and sherman was controlling me... Ended up playing merry-go-round...
Anyway, i guess only judokas will understand my entry eh?
Wondering why so many stranger talked to me about SJI today... Good or bad?
Heh, NO KICK!
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/27/2004 06:13:00 PM
Friday, November 26, 2004
Gosh... My mum got a problem. What's the big about throwing away all those toys that i no longer play? I need the space for all my studies, books now... Managed to pull out lotsa toys that I intended to give to my cousin but my mum just nag on and on... Saying about my bro and my cousin and all that... What's the problem? It just all lie in my KIAM aunt- Depriving his child from the rights of having toys!!! Argh, talk about regrets... About going back in time and not buying me any toys... She think i don't want to go back in time? But what can I do? I doubt in reincarnation... The feeling of being helpless... Liao jie liao jie...
The chalet is so inorganised... And I wonder why is everyone bugging me about the info? I know nothing...
Oh yeah... Training tomorrow... =D
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/26/2004 09:46:00 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Haha, i just realised I'm mad... I LOVE Physical training!!! It just give me the feeling of accomplishment after the whole thing is over. And the feeling of sweat flowing is kind of refreshing. I didn't lead PT today. Manage to drag my ex-captain back to lead.... Haha, his style of torturing us rawk!!! [I'm mad]
Am dying of boredom at home... Got nth to do!!! Anyone out there who want to watch incredibles, drag me along! Men si wo le... I just realised one thing... As in i feel a great sudden weird change... A change that is so great that I don't feel like accepting its existence... But I know I can't. It's peircing... And I hate myself for something... I don't want it to fade... Please don't...
Lolz, just heard someone I know on the radio... I'm laughing myself mad!!! It's damn funny!!! Okay, it goes like this... Setting 9.33FM 8pm, express your love to jolin session
What he said: (In chinese) I love Jolin alot. She's beautiful and her songs are very nice. Whenever I'm sad, I'll watch her mtv and it'll cheer me up. That's why her songs are so nice. It is proven from her MTV award and IXF(I think) thingy. ~blah blah~ Yilin, I'll always support U!!!
God.... It's damn hilarious and it does prove one thing. He's a hypocrite! Oh yeah...
Perhaps I shud start to mug for next year eh?
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/25/2004 08:04:00 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
Aww or yeah... 1 more week to chalet!!! But heard the lastest rumour... People aren't paying up so conclusion is? It might be cancelled off... ~sob~ My money!!!
Saturday training was dead fun!!! I just love my snr! They rawkz... But then, I feel very hopeless. After the senior left, we all had very low morale. After I shouted "SJI", the reply was soft, and draggy... "Allllll theeee wayee way..." But after the snr return, it became damn loud!!! Gosh... I'm so not suited to be a rep. Should aim to go for lasallian leadership training camp next year...
Anyway, i went to my relative house yesterday and went to city hall to buy a new pair of shoes... I can't stand my cousin who is 2 days older than me... She just went all along talking to the 2 kids and meanwhile neglecting the rest around! Because of that, my other cousin who is pri 5 now was damn lonely during our trip to Korea and I ought to do something... Sianz...
Anyway, my freestyle moved!!! Yeah, it didn't move at all in the past. Now it does!!! =D It feels great to swim after like a year. However, I still can't get the water off my ears... Any tips to do so? Heh heh...
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/22/2004 10:29:00 AM
Friday, November 19, 2004
First thing first, my computer recovered!!! =D At least now i don't have to beg my brother to buy Xbox. Bro and Sis just came back from their vacation. And they both bought me t-shirt. But problem is, I don't have matching pants...
Just lead my first ever Physical Training yesterday... Conclusion: PATHETIC!!! -_-
Initially, i was supposed to meet with Yong Jun!!! At 7.50. Then I waited till 8 before smsing him and his reply was," I said I wasn't coming!!!" Haiz... Rushed to school afterwards but there is always this massive PIE jam around 8+ so in the end, i was late... And it wasn't my fault!!! Everyone was like blaming me... -.- From a group run, it turn out to be groups run. The fast one ahead, CJ girls in the middle and Siu Kit and I last. Got fed-up that it wasn't a group so I decided to chiong ahead... Next, it turn out pretty horrible- Cj was fed-up with us. I was fed-up with myself. Conclusion, we did each of our exercise individually. Sianz... CJ guys don't listen to me... SJI- many gave up when it's like so slack?! Then turn out only 3 judokas doing duckwalk on the track... HA HA...
Yeah, and I went ta put braces... I hate it... I can't smile, can't talk much, can't laugh...
I hate it...
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/19/2004 02:46:00 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
God... Today must be the worst training this year... And it's damn suay! It's like almost the club is injured. Kai Xiang, my partner got cramp once, injured elbow and a peeled off skin on his sole(Gotten during our shi-ai bout)... Joey, got a bruise on his head(In our bout when we both enter at same time), stomachache... And ME! I got cramps thrice... 2 times on the left leg, 1 on the right leg and felt like vomiting out all the chips i ate before training... Okay, anyway, I injured xuan yi when i drop him halfway, Kenneth when he landed after being thrown and the few i mentioned earlier on. Coach must be feeling damn bad now for injuring all the people who played with him. Anyway, we had shi-ai and I won 2 bouts out of 2. =) Followed by the suay randori session and torturous pt. Now my calf still hurts... Gosh...
Would be in the same next class next year with Jonathan, Joshua, Derrick, Hsuan Te, Dipan. People who are appealing to come into 304 are Calvin, Benedict, Joey and Li Long... At least, I'm certain my class wun be that lame next year... I hope... Betta dun start the crap, Dipan...
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/13/2004 05:42:00 PM
Went ta get my posting result yesterday and was quite surprised i ended up in 304... Gosh, am already feeling the stress since it's the top class without TDP. I was certain that my mathematics score was tyco one lor.... Oh man... Come what may, I'm gonnna be a nerd soon... Anyway, it's confirmed that Stuart would be going to RI next year. He's the track captain for SJI!!! And the gold medalist for long jump!!! Gosh... How could he do this...
Awww... Gotta go for weights now... Hope I can get the key... After that still got 3hrs of torture... God... Hope it isn't gonna be too torturous...
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/13/2004 09:51:00 AM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Suddenly felt that a great shift of responsibility had been dumped onto me... I would be holding Physical training for both SJI and CJC judo club with the CJ's J1 captain, Hui Shan... Yikes, it's just wierd to feel that you are holding a training for people more senior than you, like the sec 3 and a few j1 that can simply kill me... Haha, but at least i can looked on the bright side, i can pump those i detest! =) Nah... Not that heartless...
Went out yesterday with 3 judokas to buy belt at Marina.... Yeah, and we came to realise that there's a shop selling belt at Jurong point! That's so much closer... Yar, after seeing most of the sec 2 change into their orange belt except three, I changed too... One more year to green! One more year to our year! Training was torturous yesterday... Sir called me out and I fought groundwork like for 10+ bouts... Which lasted longer than an hour. It was quite alright at first, then sir praised me.... But then, i screwed things up... Gosh, i injured my fav jnr!!! And i was pin down by sec 1!!! Sigh, and during Ouchigomei (not really sure), i was half dead, it's damn tiring... Firstly, the sec 1 are shorter so i gotta bend so much lower. Secondly, most were slacking and i was like the last one doing. Haha, at least sir gave me the honour to say "rotate" which is good... And while i was doing my seon nage, half the club was staring at me... So is that good?
Feel like I had been slacking alot... Nearly fainted yesterday... I ought to train harder... I want to get into B Div next year... My Goal...
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/10/2004 02:32:00 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Oh man, never expected ace camp to be such a nightmare...
Generally, the whole area is infested with pests and insects, lots... I mean LOTS of them!!!
Upon reaching Kluang, i went to the toilet and guess wad i saw? 8 mosquitoes in the cubicle itself! Oh gosh... Upon reaching back, there are spiders crawling on my backpack... Okay, the sun was scorching hot, most people got sunburnt... I just got blacker... Okay, back to the long dairy entry, went back to my tent, it looked alright, everything looked fine... So we climb up this hill, 100m away from my tent to the assembly area(Like 7times per day). We had LUNCH!!! Fooodddd.... Alright, that's when all the er xin part came in... Our food are infested with HOUSEFLIES!!! Ya know, the irritating quite big size housefly!!! And their small little faeces on our food!!! Yikes, barely finished my food... Then we ought to wash our own dishes, and it gotta be approved by the ace leaders.
First day activity, CANOEING!!! It's so fun!!! Although i was team with Chin Hao, it turn out quite well... The beautiful scenery... Waaaahhh.... After that, we didn't get to bath, so we bath ourselves with powder! (Powder bath) Haha, the fun part... Voluntarily Simplicity(VS, which is our class Force) was the only class with topless guys! Yar, we took off our shirt and ran around... Haha, it was kinda fun...
After dinner, we got this nightwalk thingy... Which is basically walking in the forest... In a group... With no light(including torch light)... Haha, was kinda scared at first but later, it was fun... The feeling of being with my class... It was fun... Lolz, and i was stretching out my fingers to see if i can see them, i can! The night sky was marvellous... It's dotted with stars... Many Many of them... And the north star isn't just a star, it's an arrow shape made up of 3 stars, pointing to a direction...
Sleeping in the tent was horrible, was bitten like siao on my sole... Wake up in the middle of the night and heard horse neighing... My friend heard the donkey Yioooh sound but i was too blur to notice it... Killed 4 mosquitoes in my tent in the morning...
Okok, shud simplify everything... Too luo suo le...
2nd day, forest survival skills (build a shelter, collect water, dig a shit hole campfire hole)- Nearly burnt down Kluang, met the Jungle man, Mountain/Hill Climb (Damn steep slopes, used ropes, roots, rocks to pull urself up)- Scenery not worth it, I fell down
3rd day, Rafting (Supposed to build a raft, go across the muddy pond, carry someone to a evacuation area, cross the pond with ropes) Learnt how to tie knots- Our raft survive the longest, broke when someone sat on the barrels, i survived, fell into muddy water later, and save the paddle which is like 1m away from shore, met starhub guy
Orentiaring(Spelt like that?) (Navigate, learn about the north star, Something like treasure hunt)- Classmates can't be trusted, I lost a bottle of COKE!!! Won M&Ms =)
Campfire, we performed something damn lame... Lolz... Kinda stupid- Saw distress signal, fire was pathetic
last day, Abseiling and Brussy Climbing (Erm, i'm not sure) Yeah, get the idea, those who laugh upon hearing it kena pumping... (Climb up a pillar, walk down a pillar)- Dirty my track pants!!! Darren fell down a height of a floor when he shouted KIA TUCK! (Biggest joke), met the prison guy
Haha, went home tired, shacked... At least i learnt lotsa stuff... My class are paranoid over sandflies, All guys are pervertic in a way(after conversation with stuart)... And I got bitten like 20+ times...
I was thinking about you... Sigh... Sorry...
Opps, my entry is too long....
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/07/2004 01:54:00 PM
Monday, November 01, 2004
Went out yesterday and been travelling around the southern areas in Singapore, not excluding Sentosa. Geez, i guess the monorail system tends to leave a very bad impression to tourists. The driver are so unfriendly!!! And the monorail is kinda pathetic... No air-con nor fan!!! Really feel like going out one day and just relax at the siloso beach, it's a nice cool place to relax... The breeze and wadsoever would be able to clear all my thoughts, i hope. Next, went ta ps to watch shark tales... Saw this freaky advertisement for the movie shutters. It basically shows pictures of erhem that are taken unexpectedly. It's just freaky to know they exist and ya never know when you would meet them... After watching shark tales, i was in a bad mood... My money!!! It isn't worth it... The hip hop thing piss me off... And the funny part aren't really funny... Aww, i miss nemo...
The pain...
I notice a change in myself, that i'm kind of becoming more conservative towards myself... Kind of sadistic. Judokas are much nicer people to hang out with... At least, they are nice to talk to... I hate my current class... They are so LAME!!! Qi si ren le... Haiz, at least people can see wad i meant that i changed... Hmm, nvm...
All alone...
Oh yeah, discovered my english isn't that fluent... Kept on speaking grammatical errors...
Unbearable, changing me... Tremendously...
Leading a screwed up life...
IcyRoy took a breath on 11/01/2004 05:28:00 PM