The Crapzzz
Friday, December 29, 2006
Woah, now thats a fast one.
This hols had been gone pretty fast and i havent really found much time to like just stay at home and rot and stone and reorganise my stuff. Been outside half the time for xmas, badminton, outings and stayover and my Os stuff still kinda here and there in my room. Didnt really spent much time at home with my family as well. =/ But then, theres still so much I wud wanna do but i guess i prolly wun be able to.
New year is approaching, 2007. My year came and past rather fast, as in 2006, which is my most snr year in SJI and come to think of it, I didnt do myself proud. My dreams, my aims, my goals didnt come true. Since sec2, everything starts collapsing and nothing seriously good happened to me. Well, life's sad. Sure hope 2007 would be a much better year. As for new year resolutions, screw it! XD
Bleah...
IcyRoy took a breath on 12/29/2006 01:04:00 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
I'm FREE. My teeth are free, i mean, from their every tight locking braces. Yep, went ta take off braces today after 2 years of hella torture from it - the mispronounciation, fugly fat dry lips, big mouth, bloody lips while training and unbearable painful nights from the bands. My plan two years ago was considered successful since i managed to get it off before JC. Wud be getting the retainers on wed and that wud be another matter according to many who told me that they wud rather put on their braces than the retainers. Oh well... Shud just enjoy one day of bracesless pleasure. However, after taking it off today, I was sorta entrenched in this EMO mood for the long journey home - partially because I recalled why I initially even thought of putting braces on and how much things had changed ever since I put it on and that including me. Braces had been with me through quite lotsa things and its somehow grew to become a part of my mouth. Yea, it feels weird feeling the smooth texture of the teeth instead of the usually jutting out braces and Im able to move my mouth freely at night, which I usually don't because I had to tie some band to it. =/
PAE result: AJC. I can't say i'm really happy over it but i guess i should like just look forward it. Time to mature and start accepting changes.
IcyRoy took a breath on 12/18/2006 10:32:00 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
The past two days had been rather fulfilling. Went ECP ytd with KC, YX, YL, AL and KX ytd and it was FUN! I mean i havent been to ECP since last year with cal, don, kx, bp and sk =.= if i didnt recall wrongly and last year we didnt do anything much. Took some weird bus from Bedok and saw the the first IJ sch up close and I just realised IJ KC is like so freaking near to SPS. Anw, walked and rented our transport which is a bike for the whole day and it was damn tiring! In fact, im getting slightly sick from cycling cause the quality of the bike there sucks. Spoilt brakes, slightly soft tires and rusty seat adjuster or wadeva it is. Anw, ate lunch at the Hawker there. My first time and the satay, fried oyster and lala there kick ass manz. We all suck the lala spicy sauce till it was almost dry and till our lips were burning. Satay was fat and tender. Yummm... Coconut drink wasnt that nice but $2 is worth the fun a coconut can provide. "Tortured" the coconut till its damn holey. After that, took the drinks cup to make sandcastle at the beach. It was quite successful initially until our square became like a trapezium fortress and the reservior of the castle refused to get filled. Randomly find some litters around and added it in. For eg. 100plus bottle cap = 100 plus company and a whale figure as... Underwater world. Our pple house were merely holes in the ground. Cycled again till the end and this time i had my hp along so took some vid of planes taking off from changi. Then on the way back, there was this heavy downpour and all of us got quite drenched but not that fully drenched my gi after trng. Hid there till 6 plus, playing bridge before leaving.
Today, met with them again to go to Yak Huan's[I aint sure i spelt it right or wad]. Initially didnt really wanted to because i only met her before once with the rest during open house and that time i didnt really talk much except trying to use davis's cold body parts joke to like interact. But it wasnt that bad afterall. Baked cookies at her house and watched movie. Watched Saw2 which was a freaking sick show but still quite interesting and deathnote. Saw is so cleverly crafted lar, twist after the other and the choices the acters had to make are so diao? Yea, i just cant find the right words. It like theres this death mask stuck to ur face thats gonna snap in 60sec and the key is found behind your eye only. Would you like dig into your own eye just to survive or would you just say some last prayer before you die? Interesting eh. Deathnote to me felt more like some artistic movie. Its a pretty smart, witty show, somewhat like the island. Except that the plot is interesting, how these two people pit on against each other to see who can outwit who. A boy who posesses a deathnote who used it at first to kill criminal but later become so overly obsessed that winning this detective L seems to be the most crucial even to the extend of killing FBIs. Did I mention that her neighbour's and her dog are CUTE. First dog in a long long time which i dont see going around barking like siao. For eg. Look at HT's pepper or YJ's Ki siao dog. GO FIFI and CHERRY, WIN PEPPER and YJ's DOG.
PAE result out tomorrow at 8am. Exciting eh. I hope its not AJ. Oh man, plz dont.
IcyRoy took a breath on 12/13/2006 11:25:00 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Oh, don't you just hate those people in authority.
Headed to PS after tues trng to find KC and JH before heading to XD hse. Well, its almost like the first GUYS night out with them for this year. Yea, pple with gf ya knw. But guys night out was fun because u can do lotsa ridiculously retarded and GUYS stuff without any gals around. Woohoo...
At XD's hse, played like a few weeks of heroes before deciding to go for a swim. Yea, at around 11 plus but then once we get into the water, some retarded bo liao guard just have to come and spoil the fun, saying wad house rule blah blah blah, cannot swim after 10, unfair to others. =.= Piles of bullshit, i don't see his point. Really. I mean how much noise can splashing water generate? We guys were like talking at some minimum volume liao lor plus that rule is prolly unfair to pple working OT who cant swim like only after 10. If only life can be like splinter cell, we wud prolly sneak behind him, whack him and then throw him into the pool. So after that, we went back up, ate, pump bicycles tires then cycled to ECP at around 12. Last time i cycled from one end to the other of ECP was like a year ago lor. Anyway, it was great fun though my legs were like going to cramp any moment plus my butt hurts cause the 2 mountain bikes were taken by XD and KC liao and im like stuck with this oldie bike, those in China with small tires without any suspension. >.< Cycled till the end where we can see the changi airport runway. Marvellous sight with airplane flying directly over u. I think u can like hit the plane with a slingshot lor, it was that close. Wanted to take pics but didnt bring hp along.
By the time we reached back, it was almost 3. Took turn to shower while KC and JH was like looking all over their friendster accounts. Tsk tsk. After that, took turns to play heroes till like 8.30am before we guys are knocked out. Squeezed with 2 other guys on the same bed while XD took the floor. I felt so on the verge of falling off the bed lor. Next morning, woke up at 12 plus and played games till 5 before we headed for PS for dinner with YX. Didnt played tennis or basketball cause all of us were insanely knocked out and felt like wlaking zombies.
Im still tired.
IcyRoy took a breath on 12/07/2006 11:42:00 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
Do I look like i freaking have a choice?
Got forced back to work again today. Went to my dad's workplace at pasir panjang on sat so missed camp in an attempt to stop my mum nagging. But it didnt work. Okay, the first day wasnt so bad. Walk around, talked to my relatives there. Then last night, sorta argue/discuss with my dad and bro about blah blah blah and he came to the conclusion that i should go back and help but i felt theres no need. Went to sleep and couldn't get to sleep cause i was thinking whether to go or not. If i don't go, my dad would feel sad? my mum wud continue nagging. But if i go also got nth for me to do? I got like so much hols resolution to do. Plus tmr, peeps got trng and prolly can't go out with them. I felt like crap cause i feel so helpless, stressed out and even frustrated that i cant do a thing.
Woke up at 6plus this morning and followed my dad with my ever sulking black face. I was darn pissed. Down there, i lazed around and basically stoned in an empty office till 10am. Like wth. Even when clerk came, i also had nothing to do but just look at her type out invoices. I was so bored, its almost like ellen woo lessons. Took out my phone and searched for random targets to SMS. Occasionally i get some tasks to do but thats like in every 20 mins. I might as well stay at home and start clearing my room. I mean if theres like things to do and they cant manage, i wun mind helping. But wads the point if i have nothing to do? And my mum just asked me to go again tmr. Screw it, today is my last. I mean it.
I heard joey and yvonne injured themselves during TT. Take care dudez.
All i ask for is just for someone whom i can confide in. Is it such a difficult wish? Im tired of keeping every damn thing to myself. I just wanna let it out but is there a place for that? Is there someone whos openhearted enough to just listen to my everylasting whining. dream on i should.
IcyRoy took a breath on 12/04/2006 08:24:00 PM