The Crapzzz
I just feel so like slacking...
This holiday can be somehow considered as my most unproductive ever. In terms of studying, Im sure i did assigned lotsa time to it but in terms of social relations, uh-uh. Somehow got this fear that i may be drifting apart from pple, from my friends. I just hardly got time for them. Well, there may be people who can understand me and i really appreciate, but those who cant, im really busy or at least i feel that right now, there are other things which involve much more of my attention. Not that friends aren't important, its because they are and thats why i dun wanna lose them. SORRY! Been dead long since i last appeared on msn, in fact, the whole of the 2nd term, im always hardly online. But i just dun feel that freeness anymore, of having so much time that i can just rot whole day in front of the com and catchup with the judokas, ex-classmates etc. Argh. And the fact that i wun probably be able to do so until the dec hols just bite into me. Theres just more to life than books, i agree with KC but now, we're prolly stuck with the latter.
Shudnt rant on abt how boring studies can be.
I miss my advent children disc, JOEY RETURN ME! >.<
I still havent finish my photo frame design although wanting to at the start of the year.
At the detour, a choice had to be made
People may choose the alternate, but i chose the other
Because i know people, no matter what choice
We will still meet at the next.
Inner me, guide me.
IcyRoy took a breath on 6/22/2007 10:15:00 AM
*shake head vigourously*
Oh man, i dun feel that good now. Feeling light headed with wobbly legs. >.< Rest.
Today had some VJ invitational track meet at VJ which is kinda far away oso. So once again travelled hella far. It just so happens that my every race have to rain. And im not satisfied with my timing! Just felt that i could hv done better coz my thighs was seriously strengthless during the run.
Gonna let my legs relax and recover tmr so that i can give all out this sun. I WUN DISAPPOINT.
Confidence, faith. All the way...
IcyRoy took a breath on 6/15/2007 09:34:00 PM
>.< Damn tired now.
Just got home after light trng at TAMPINES. FYI, I live in CCK. So i gotta get my ass up this morning and travel one hour plus there. Well, pretty much left with no choice thats why i gotta go and the competition is this sun. Uh-huh. Just do my best and dun disappoint.
Had track BBQ last night. Pretty fun although theres quite alot of unexpected events. Bloody kiamsap *** dun wanna insert the bloody tap key for residents. So after touching the charcoal, we're pretty much desperate for water. And the only source was the tap without the key. So we unscrewed it abit, and was glad that water came out but after that BOOM. Whole tap came off and water just kept gushing out for an hour or so b4 they finally cut off the supply. Used some kinda cheapo charcoal from sheng shiong that produces smoke that could pretty much serve as distress signal. But the chicken wings, satay and crabsticks were good. XD But like having some kinda dry throat now.
SORRY JUDOKAS! I cudnt go again coz it just clashes ytd. Aww...
I hate unreasonable people, especially pple like k square who for no obvious reason just love to spam his "might" over "minorities".
I love suntanning, no matter how bad is the aftermath. Just love the feeling of being on the sand and doing completely nothing but just slack, thinking about nothing, having no worry, away from the familiar urban life, hearing the waves clashing onto the shore.
Off to nap.
IcyRoy took a breath on 6/14/2007 02:58:00 PM
=_=""" This sucks.
Judo outing's been postponed/cancelled coz last minute everyone just seem to be uncontactable and busy. Wth lar, tot i told everyone its this sun? And it was so last minute that most of us were gonna change le and calvin was already on his way. =.= CRAP MAN. Felt so bad that i have to tell cal that its cancelled.
And trng ytd nearly got me killed by my mum, that is if she knew i tore some tendons again. It hurts now just trying to straighten my hand. Luckily it isnt some damn serious injury else i will be killed by track coach as well. >.< And my judo is like BLEAH. Yea, 3 mths of no trng. Geez, sucky feeling.
Tmr start of track day, may things go smoothly.
IcyRoy took a breath on 6/10/2007 11:43:00 AM
2nd week of the hols coming to an end, u can also effectively say that hols is coming to an end cause from next week onwards, most of us will prolly be mugging our ass off. >.< Especially ME, since i havent touched a stuff yet except for finishing my hw. Need to focus but well, studying during hols is a big enuf distraction for me. Oh well...
Anw, 1st official track outing on thurs to SENTOSA. Wootz, the ultimate paradise to slack, chill, relax. But then turnup was pretty sad lar. 8/50+ pple came. Suntanned my ugly tan lines off, soaked in the sea, dig giant deep hole that was like till my thighs and threw virnice in it then into the sea. XD Saw jellyfish for the first time oso and it was pretty scary knowing that its sting sucks. It looks pretty cute though, much like a rotting seaweed before getting a close look at it. Small round jellyish stuff with a brown ring. After that met at Vivo with the j2 plus shaoming. Ate superdog which was NICE. The juicy steaming hotdog. Yummm... Plus that heavenly slip of iced chocolate koped from andrew. XD I WANT MORE! They shud consider opening more franchise. Candy empire is so so ex. Everything there is like twice the usual price? Uh uh, not worth it, the aunties wud say.
Had pretty bad sunburn, although i aint peeling yet. Just got red face only, yea yea red face. Ur friendly neighbourhood tribal dude/pikachu. >.< And to poor nic who cut himself in the sea, TAKE CARE MANZ! We need u for hurdles next year! And dun fear the beach, its a cool place. [although i think he wun like ever read this]
Going to catch up with the judo peeps later. Heh, although during quite an inappropriate period, their last day of trng camp. They'd prolly be more interested in slp than in ME. Some of the other sec4 going back as well. Coolio. Then tmr got sec4 judokas OUTING. AT LONG LAST, I GOT MY ASS DOWN TO SET A DATE TO MEET. And we'd prolly spend out whole day at breeks if they allow coz knowing them, we can prolly talk crap and stone the whole day. Oh man, IM MISSING THEM LIAO.
Packing my files now, then start start start my engine tonight.
Blood from the palm flows to the heart, thats why couples hold hands. =)
IcyRoy took a breath on 6/09/2007 10:33:00 AM
Went to CJ ytd after track for the Midsummer Night's Dream, a play which siti, sondra and martina were involved in. And it was pretty cool that the CJ pple actually jio me along although it had been quite a while since i last contacted any of them. Thanks man. Pretty nice to see all the familiar faces again, including some of the graduated judokas like hejia and yimin. And Chao Ah Beng Zhenyi changed so so much! He looks more pia kia than wang now. XD And his hair is like so so much longer than mine. >.< Dramatic shift sia, someone. My partner, YJ was there as well. Still look the same eh?
WE SHUD CATCH UP SOMEDAY, thats if i can find time. Running for nationals as well, although prolly cant qualify at this stage but will still try my best. JUDOKAS, TRAIN HARD AND GET INTO FINALS! Wanted to go back today but sorta got some injuries ytd from track. Painful heels plus shins and aching badly groin or dunno wad muscle that is. >.<
Aww, still aint in the holiday mood. Still keep having the thought of hw and studies although i guess thats how most jc students are feeling now? Feeling some kinda fatigue falling upon me ytd. But long long slp till 10 plus cures it all.
I wanna swim tmr and eat own made jellies next week.
I want sentosa also. Track sentosa outing on 7th june!
IcyRoy took a breath on 6/02/2007 11:11:00 AM