The Crapzzz
Today was a hot hot HOT day.
Went to ECP with steph to celebrate her birthday. How cool is that, to have ur birthday falling on the first day of holidays. XD Unlike mine which is often during exam period. Going to the beach is just the life, love it. Although i guess it wud be much better to go sentosa instead which got cleaner sand and water. Drinking slurpee under the midday sun on the breakwater is simply one of the greatest enjoyments one can get. Guys, do try it out someday.
At that moment, my heart bleed.
How I wish I could be the one instead, for i had endured so many times before
And pain is almost like some kind of anaesthetic to me now.
But i gotta admit,
U're strong.
And Im just glad that my effort paid off,
in bringing out that smile of yours,
in making it up for our 1st anni,
in making this day a special one for you =)
Its worth the time.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DAR!
Hols, gonna start work on mon. But for the time, SLACK. XD
IcyRoy took a breath on 5/26/2007 11:38:00 PM
Woohoo, another week of school to hols.
And theres just so so much that i wanna do during this hols... But then, time doesnt permit. MYE is just straight after hols, although it is a pretty literal meaning in this case, MYE shud fall in JUNE yea? Instead of the typical May. =.= Someone shud just write in a complain essay or wad with the question "Does holidays still apply in today's world?". Can prolly start by giving an elaborate definition of hols. GO MUGGERS.
Hmm, could say that i was emo on tues. It just suddenly come to me that im like screwing up so so much in my academics, failing 3 tests outta 4 and screwing up my 1st SPA and I so want to do something abt it but again, it is just hard to balance between wad i want and ought to do. The thought of staring at some dumb maths question for half an hour certainly sound less appealing than spending that to catch up or swim or wadsoever. Furthermore, in addition to the rumours/facts that AJ is a mugger sch. >.< But nvm, 1st CT only. THE GOOD PROGRESS AWARD WILL BE MINE. ROY FOCUS DAMNIT.
Feeling the sense of mental and physical fatigue due to not enough sleep plus endless nights of trng then chionging hw. So bad till i nearly see stars on wed, puked out my MOS lunch and almost fainted. Plus still having headache the past few days. Oh well... But i somehow missed that sadistic feeling of trng till ur body cant take it anymore. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Oh yea, how true is that.
W.P, thanks for sacrificing time and ur poor little fingers for 16/5. Really appreciate the gift. Thanks Dar! =)
Another week to go, I CAN DO THIS.
Reality, a place where everything can't happen concurrently, give and take i would say.
IcyRoy took a breath on 5/20/2007 09:30:00 AM
Eyes on me - Fayne Wong
Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you
Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if your're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
No time to post much. Got lotsa things that i still need to do by TODAY.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! Cuppacino any mum?
And congrats to MUGI, YANG, VIRNICE, CLARISSA for making it into the Dua Pai of Track and Field! XD
Off to settle unfinished business.
IcyRoy took a breath on 5/13/2007 05:48:00 PM
Well, been quite some time since i last got back here.
This week passed pretty fast. Mainly due to sports day and labour day falling on mon and tues respectively, my 2 ultra long and tedious days. Sports day was pretty cool, initially thought that it was quite a kiam idea to hold in the school itself but then, the feeling actually felt quite good. It just feels different compared to the one I had in SJI, at TP stadium. Prolly cause u dun feel that involved in a huge place? Anw, Congrats to Jenson for attaining title of sports boy/bra XD and eugene for breaking some sick record and making it sicker and to the JAGUAR 4X400m team! We totally shook AJ in that last race.
I miss the sec 4 2006 B div team. So close. =/
Labour day totally sucks. Forced to like mug for tests, wth. Am so looking forward to those precious once in a while one day holiday. But at least i got to wake up late. Upcoming hols prolly gonna suck as well, still gotta go back school for lectures? Thats to the extreme manz, DUN THEY SEE THAT WE DESPERATELY NEED BREAKS? Or are they just blind. I presume the latter is true. And Mid year after june hols. SO COOL LAR. =_="
And saw wang at PS today. Felt like eons since i last met the 434 clique. LETS CATCH UP SOMEDAY.
Current desires:
Sentosa,
Shopping,
Swimming,
Tennis,
Seoul Garden,
Anything as long as its with you
I would treasure every moment, every breathe of mine spent with you, steph.
You remove the words "lonliness" and "sadness" in my dictionary and added in "joy", "bliss" and "love".
Thanks for being so understanding. =)
IcyRoy took a breath on 5/05/2007 11:52:00 PM