The Crapzzz
Alright, seems like this place kinda collecting spiderweb liao but just to keep my life updated, I SHUD BLOG although i kinda forgotten some things which might be meaningful to me but cant blog it down.
Recently, got this author who wrote one of our passages in our chinese textbook came and gave us a speech and i guess most pple found it kinda boring and were dozing off. But i found something that he brought up very meaningful: there is always something you find beautiful in someone you'd defined as beautiful but if you put everything u find beautiful from different people together, you'll probably get a freak. I guess it meant that everyone is beautiful in their own way, or almost everyone, and don't find flaw about someone's imperfection and constantly seek for perfection because there's no such thing as perfect beauty.
Had PTM ytd first time in JC life and my bro and i agreed that SJI PTM STILL RAWKS BIG TIME. Bloody hell lar, cramp all the parents, teachers, food, tables, chairs, students into the damn HALL. Was like so freaking noisy and all that lor. =.=" Anw, not bad, no bad comments for the time being. Waha, teachers reassured my bro that I CAN COPE! I hope its true. Ball B and JOLIN were like discussing with the other SC whether my bro is my father or who. Tsk tsk, slacking and gossiping sia. MS ANG WAS SO CHEEKY!!!
Interhouse dragon boating today at the kallang. Unlike SJI again, WE GOTTA PAY FOR IT. But i guess the fun and better stuff were worth the money. SAVA some Singapore Dragon Boat club gave the course and for the first time outta two, our boat got a dragon head and tail which according to them cost $500 each. Woah. Boat weights 270-290kg despite it being lighter. Woah. First time experiencing the drum beat. Cool. But then, after all the preparation for our final 3 races, it started raining. So race cut down to 1. And during that 1 race, some house went haywired, then the one beside went haywired and kaboomed, side banged into ours. Then tot there wud be some restart or wad but nah, and the boat which banged us went on for the fun of it, which resulted in them getting 3rd. =.= But nonetheless, still great fun. MORE COORDINATION THAN LAST YR. Jag SHA!
And its been damn long since i last got completely drenched in the rain, although today was a terrible cold one and wasnt really feeling so good. Feel like im gonna lose my voice soon.
BLOOD DONATION DRIVE! So sad! Wanted to donate so managed to persuade my mum to allow me to. Went in, vein visible so continued filling up questionaires. Then went to doct and then bleah. Due to my rare unusual chest pain which occurs at rest, i cant donate. So i guess that means i prolly wun be able to until NS since im prolly not gonna go for a full body checkup till before NS.
Met Ms Toh today, ex track TIC, her stomach getting much bigger. Inviting trackers for Xmas party at her hse. Track season ended. My 400m race was okay lar, did below 60s but barely below only. Just contented not last. Set realistic goals manz, aim to run first, not fly.
Off to another week of freeflow of tutorials with my new NIKE bag! =D Ooolala...
IcyRoy took a breath on 7/28/2007 07:46:00 PM
Okay, lets update the boring stuff first yea. 1st PROPER examination in JC and i can safely say that my result now allows me to promote! XD But then, some of the result are not really satisfying. For eg, Chinese. Wrote my essay totally off and getting 12/60 when i was expecting like at least 40 for that EMO story. Oh well, morale of story. Cute cartoon kills. >.< Got almost everything except maths but its a pretty guaranteed U. So who cares.
Now for the much more meaningful things in life. My 1st track national event. The 4X100m relay. Well, ended up getting last but then we sorta achieved our PB and the passing was smooth throughout. Just kinda disappointed that we couldn't reach the 47+ timing range. Good job Yi Yang, Wei Xian, Kang Seng, Joshua and Joel! And tmr is my 2nd and last event for this meet, 400m. I can't really aim to achieve much now, i presume? I should roughly know my limit and can only strive to cut down by 2sec using KS method of running, which I unfortunately didnt have the chance to try out yet.
Went back to SJI for Annual Parade which (sorry KC) i found boring. Cant expect much considering that i wasnt from UG in SJI so yea. But it was great seeing some people again. Like MR LIM, MR LAM, JNR WESLEY, SNR SHERMAN! Been so long since i last saw them! And wes, u changed alot eh. From the 3/4 pants dude to jeans plus crumpler, tsk tsk, someone growing up liao. XD
And not that i wanna complain, but downtown east seriously aint that well developed despite calling itself the most hip place around. Went there last last week for chalet and the water point at the BBQ pit were far away and very limited? And just went with some of the trackers to escape last sun and its totally horrible? First time i saw such an empty theme park, with 3 of its more thrilling rides "under maintainance" at the same time. [there werent anyone working with those rides throughout the day]. Food was also kinda sad. With only two fastfood stalls there, you would expect the best out of them but WTH, FIRST TIME I SAW FASTFOOD WITH DEPLEPTED FOOD SUPPLY AND DRINK? It was so bad that all the beef burger in BK were wiped out. Not that i love complaining, BUT I FEEL SAD FOR US... The rides so-so lar. Sat invertor like dunno how many times lor. SOMEONE PLEASE INVERT ME BACK.
=) Awwweee...
IcyRoy took a breath on 7/09/2007 07:54:00 PM
Anyway, to update this blog of mine, i had a class chalet after MYE.
And 1st day wasnt really considered a class since there were only 8 people outta 25. Did nth but just play cards and stone. 2nd day was much better. Started with a trip to Wild Wild Wet, that paradise of slackism. Somemore, got the tickets for free, heh... Just slacked around the whole day till 3. Sat the Pipe thingy or wadeva u call it twice and for both time, i had to face downwards. The SCARY thrill of falling at free fall >.< After that, slack for a while more before BBQ. By then, lotsa people were here. Think more than 3/4 of class present. Im the satay/otah/crabstick/fishball/chao ta chicken wing man with roasted fingers after that. Oh man, poor fingers. I shud prolly wear a glove next time. Played cards till 4 am before finding the gals plus two guys at macdonald and head off to the beach to watch sunrise. But before that, we spent some time at the playground first. Uh-huh, can tell u i was like a zombie after the sun rose. We didnt exactly see the sun, but the sky brighten up.
Nationals start tmr and may AJ track team do well this year. All the way guys!
Bleah, im typing this post like a half dead zombie, shud edit it when im more alive.
IcyRoy took a breath on 7/04/2007 09:42:00 PM
Im tired of hurting people. There is a limit to the capacity of evil deeds that i could do that my physical self is able to withstand. I just cannot stand the thought of doing harm to others - imagining the pain I am, as a human, able to inflict on other human beings. And sometimes such could not simply be erased off, like a piece of note written in a letter, and sometimes, or should I say often, I never did anything except for a simple sorry but many times, such could not be make up with just a simple sorry.
I never believed in God but a prayer come to mind in times of such
Dear God, bless whom I hurt, erase whatever evil I did although it may seem like an impossible task, protect them from further harm. Burn a mark in me to remind me of what Im capable of, never make me forget, guide me along and bring me back from darkness to light.
May our seed grow and blossom, till the end.
Im really sorry. Really.
This entry is slashed, meant to be forgotten, deleted. But i feel that i ought to type this, to remind me. Dun remind, dun mention cause it is meant to be forgotten.
Im alright. I just feel bad, as if i stabbed my most precious one.
IcyRoy took a breath on 7/02/2007 11:06:00 PM