The Crapzzz
Sigh, another day of hols and i dunno wad to do. Went back to Zhenghua today. Noticed dat most of my classmates had changed so so much- In their looks, size, height etc... Pple thought i changed the most though... Saw my ex-crush who left ZH in pri4 just now. She didn't change much but she sorta give me the "U changed alot look". Blah... Can't be bothered.
I dunno if i had made the correct choice; I don't want it to happen. Leaving seems to be the only way to make u happier. Guess wad, i once made a promise to the full moon... On 30th Aug... That if i ever hurt ur feelings, i wud leave u... I wanted you to do a favour for me yesterday, to ignore Brayan- For he's always giving u additonal stress... If lev found out anything, she wud blame you. All this contributed to ur temperamental mood, yar, dat was wad i thought. I guess I'm always wrong... Wad i hopefully plan for you all went down the drain. We might be enjoying ourselves playing sparkles right now when u're reading this. U might received your 1st rose ever tmr. HAHA, it didn't work... Perhaps leaving you is the best, perhaps it's my best ever decision- a decision that can cheer u up. After thinking abt it, u probably treat me as a friend, i doubt there's any feelings at all. U never ever care about my feelings... I dunno... I really dunno... My mind is in a blank...
The necklace has a new meaning...
IcyRoy took a breath on 8/31/2004 03:22:00 PM