The Crapzzz
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Perhaps you are wondering who is "Evone". "Evone" is none other than a oridinary girl with unique character. A girl with a brillant smile, a girl who leave herself to get hurt all the while. Unreasonable she can be at times, I don't care. She's my dream girl... I love her, truly madly deeply... I seek for "Evone's" forgiveness...
The person whom I hate most now... He's none other than "Atoto Kia Tucky" or ATY for short. He's a hopeless fellow, who lives pathetically in this big world. He's retarded, disappointing, violent, mean, no personality, unsure, quiet, childish and insensitive. He regrets living in this world. The remorse, the sorrow he had... He shared it to no one. Probably this contributed to his change of character. Hopefully he can change for I freaking HATE his Fucking attitude now... Sigh...
Perhaps you can forget that a "Roy" actually existed in your heart before, let it be friends or maybe your love. I can't ever forget your presence... Too many things that kept making me think of you. Perhaps I choose to remind myself about you, that i stared upon the stars and the moon so often nowadays. That I always stared at Bukit Timah on my way home... Haha, I remembered what you told me before : "Are you a computer or what, Roy? Can you just delete everything that happened? Fine... Go on... I hate you, Roy..." What you say also reminds me about you... I can't erase the beauty presence of you...
Was in such a bad mood today, bad enough for me to shout at my Junior... The reason for so, they are playing with the gymnastics equipment. Perhaps they hate me now... Maybe the Sec2 too, that I poke my nose into such stuff while trying to prove I'm a gooood Rep. HAHA... led my first ever warm-up today. Was so nervous about everything. Half felt my voice giving way, seeing all those teasing smiles, those funny looks and the coach's face. Sigh, didn't felt any good about. Before training, I sat beside my partner. He's the only person I can trust now. Perhaps he's not my best friend, perhaps he's just a friend i know only, but i can trust him... Unlike my best friend who i known for 7years whom i told a secret to him cause i felt that i could trust him. Guess what he did, he told a pri4 school girl all about it... Yeah, best friend indeed. My partner was confused and he just told me that she listens to her friends alot. Yar, i guess so. He was stunned by the way we sms each other. Before that, I had art lesson. My art teacher told me perhaps i should take up art for O'level next year. She feels that I would be able to score a A. Dunno if i want to join cause it isn't really a useful subject. Sigh... That's my life. Short and boring...
Helplessly longing that i can go back in time...
IcyRoy took a breath on 9/02/2004 07:48:00 PM
