The Crapzzz
Okay, finally, i decided to post... after a week +++. Aww, today trng was very very sad... And right now, here i am, sitting in front of the com and reflecting on how slack & weak i am today. Argh...
First thing first, we got the first serious pt of the year this morning and it was like er, very cham... Both xw and kx are late by 20mins! [pt starts at 11] and xw sms me telling me to run 3 laps with wesley first... Aww, so we ran and i tried setting a target for wesley, which is 6mins. Aww, we NEARLY succeeded. 6min 30 sec. Aww, if he cud achieve that target, his 2.4km will be 12mins, which will be a B, which is not bad... I guess... Okay, after xw arrives, we did sit-ups [which isn't xiong], leg raise [which is] and dips [which was damn crappy lar. Xw wanted us to do 15, the stay down and then come up one, but then after doing 10, he cudn't make it and we stopped there. Anyway, it was quite xiong lar] After pt, it was like 12.30 already so we went to esso and get our lunch. After we eat finished, it was like half an hour more before trng, oh shit...
Trng!!! We have this very crappy warm-up today lead by Eugene today and the purpose of it wasn't a warm-up. It was way too xiong lar... And the stretching time was too little. My body will surely ache tomorrow one... After that, i was like dying... and i wanna puke! Wo ren... Until the 10s throwing part which i really went and throw up.... God, my whole lunch!!! I puke like dunno 5-7 times below lar... Eeew... [the toufu i ate is still stuck at the sink now! =X] And i didn't drink any water!!! Yucks, the vomit smell was still in my mouth like dunno how long during trng lor. I was like feeling damn weak after puking but it was in the mind!!! I could have survived randori one. I got nothing left to vomit out in my stomach anymore!!! Arggh!!! So for today, I only played twice. With lesley and linus. Awww, the tomoe from lesley really make me feel like puking lar... Haiz... Anyway, just when i NOTICE sir's face and after telling those sec 3 who still can fight to go out, sir punished us!!! Damn!!! I feel like i lacked of leadership lar and after knowing i didn't get into LLTC , i was like "dun wanna be so enthu liao lor". I mean why of all pple, JOSHUA got in, but not Calvin or me or Joey??? Argh!!! Luckily xw is trying to help me ask D'costa to GIVE ME A CHANCE! Thx Captain!!! Haiz, i ain't a legend, unlike xw and jason and i dun have the serious tone to command others yet since pple with attitude will start making fun of it after that... I feel that i dun have any power at all, like what calvin felt before. The sec 3 listens to no one... Especially those with attitude. How am I supposed to get the sec 2 to listen to me when the closest people, our sec3 batch DUN??? Wtf... Jumping around the tram, disrespecting each other, name calling... U think its so easy? Sianz... Screwed it...
Aww, on mon, i will be reading out the prize giving thingy... I hope that those insensitive pple wun make fun of me after that. If they find it funny, go and try reading sth UP THERE... In front of the WHOLE school... Sigh...
Haiz, i feel weak... Or perhaps I am... Hey, all judokas reading this, if i do slack during trng, no matter how sick I am, make me train... Thx man...
IcyRoy took a breath on 4/09/2005 06:12:00 PM
