The Crapzzz
Today's officially the start of 2006, the last year for me in SJI, and also, its our year! The year in which we'll take over most stuff in school, new roles, new position... Aha, and its also time to reflection on all the things i had done this. Be it good or bad... Well, its just nice to reflect.
Last year, 2005, i guess it was rather a big change from sec2. Firstly, i really having a better and more understanding teacher, Ms Goh. Yea... Compared to my sec2 trauma, i really feel fortunate having ms goh as my new teacher. I believe I slacked alot this year lar... Didnt really got that feeling to mug so hard. Yep, thx to sudden change in examination weightage. Perhaps it was an excuse for me to slack, perhaps i was too stress but yar, i somehow feel as if i had disappointed my parents lor. Somehow, i regretted not doing well for next year is the year! O level. Awww... How i dread major exams... Therefore, from next year onwards, no more dota for me, just a pure mugging roy.... Yep, i mean it this time!
Hmm, had been a rather sad/down year for me. Been bullied countless times. Well, at least i didnt really mind. Had been ignoring, biting the lips for like dunno how long. Geez, i also cnat do anything much. But next year, i will try another approach. Winning their respect! XD How am i gonna do that? Well, i dunno. But i will try....
Know alot of pple this year. But then, there's a funny or shud i say crappy feeling within me. I feel despo, yet at the same time, something is telling me i wanna be alone. Haha, irony. So im confining myself, appearing offline most of the time on msn. Well, i also dunno wad to talk on msn... Haiz, next year, i will overcome my shyness. But i still feel that the conversation im initiating are quite lame? Tsk tsk...
Judo. Well, officially took over. Had been a blast of a year with the judo peeps. Yea, we hanged out alot this year. Watched countless movie, stuff ourselves with gazillions pasta, played endless dota, talk abt totally out of this world crap. Haha, cool... Thx sia, judokas. ~bow~ I also get to know my snr better and i tried talking to the j1 as well. This hols, i hanged out with Sherman, Don, Francis, Alvin and Kah Sing and i find them really cool pple sia. They just got this interesting story behind their life which most pple lacked in. The aura u knw...
Geez, but then, speaking abt leadership, i guess i cant inspire the slackers, especially the sec 3. My batch also start missing trng le for some unknown reason. And i feel shy... Well, like talking to teachers, talking to sir. Yep, just feel funny.
Anyway, i just wanna everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR! Oh yar, and good luck in year 2006! "Something tells me that its gonna be a cooool coool year"
IcyRoy took a breath on 1/01/2006 11:32:00 AM
