The Crapzzz
come on.
Was like talking to eugene on msn ytd and it just hit me that i didnt really try everything i could to get the external cca thing approved. And it just kinda makes me feel guilty. Perhaps i was too bothered about other things in life during the march holidays that it made me all weak and to just submit to fate. I was exhausted back then. All the damned systems and rules, fucking up life. I WANT TO JOIN BACK BUT WHY THINGS AINT EASY FOR ME. [i need no comments on this for the time being cause its prolly gonna make me think more abt it] Just let life decide.
Come to think of it, I am really just wandering aimlessly on my life's path now, following the shortest route possible. I got no plans ahead. I needed time to sort out bits and pieces but there wasnt sufficient.
I hate to be last. I just cant get commited to it, the desire to self-improve all that.
Went out today to watch bean's holidays with 23/07. Quite a nice show whereby u basically laugh ur ass off throughout the whole thing. Laughing is good yea? After that, gotta leave early to find kc, jh and xd to prepare for yl's birthday surprise. Hid in the staircase area there while we got alicia to "trick" yl into going there. Haha, i dunno how. =X I guess we all were too busy so we only got him a GREEN TEA cake and a card "To our beloved wife." XD
Stop indulging in self sympathy and move on. Stop complaining and give it all out. Stop depending on others roy.
Shuldn't rush things eh?
IcyRoy took a breath on 3/25/2007 01:02:00 AM