The Crapzzz
Im tired of hurting people. There is a limit to the capacity of evil deeds that i could do that my physical self is able to withstand. I just cannot stand the thought of doing harm to others - imagining the pain I am, as a human, able to inflict on other human beings. And sometimes such could not simply be erased off, like a piece of note written in a letter, and sometimes, or should I say often, I never did anything except for a simple sorry but many times, such could not be make up with just a simple sorry.
I never believed in God but a prayer come to mind in times of such
Dear God, bless whom I hurt, erase whatever evil I did although it may seem like an impossible task, protect them from further harm. Burn a mark in me to remind me of what Im capable of, never make me forget, guide me along and bring me back from darkness to light.
May our seed grow and blossom, till the end.
Im really sorry. Really.
This entry is slashed, meant to be forgotten, deleted. But i feel that i ought to type this, to remind me. Dun remind, dun mention cause it is meant to be forgotten.
Im alright. I just feel bad, as if i stabbed my most precious one.IcyRoy took a breath on 7/02/2007 11:06:00 PM
