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Sunday, January 27, 2008

Woah, been hella long since i last blogged. =X
But i guess thats J2 life for me? Everyone's blog is getting dead, nt to mention friendster too.

Anw, still coping with the run every weekday and judo on sunday ciriculum, although my hw pile is stocking up this weekend. And i havent got time to embark on project S. Shucks.

Hmm, nth really eventful the past few weeks.

Just had OG outing on fri, watched movies in school. Well, not everyone attended the outing but am still glad that at least they still kept in contact with each other after orientation unlike my OG last year which i also cant rmb exactly who was in it. And not bad, like 5 or 6 of them successfully became OGFs? =D Hell yea!

Kinda losing faith in myself in track and devoting more of my attention to judo. Bleah, wrong perspective but then i really feel that i got more hope in judo instead. But who cares abt the wrong perspective, i still train.

Forzara trng hella less intense than the old trng session. Perhaps i shud attend sat trng at CJ soon instead. Havent really been trng much, and also not much time to train oso. TIME TIME.

Anw, saw this MV in the 90s on MTV on fri nite and felt sth for it.
How much more meaningful things would appear to be if we could actually see it in reverse, something about rewinding time?
Seeing the after and before impact of our actions?

Enigma- Return to Innocence

IcyRoy took a breath on 1/27/2008 12:31:00 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008

Wootz, orientation 1 was a blast. (anw, it was one week ago)
But sadly its my first and last time being a OGL.

And winning the 5th OG award was really a HAPPY moment though i always thought the prizes are sad. 5th outta 36 other OGs. It was really kinda unexpected, considering i guess that i cudnt really get everyone full involvement. But i guess its alright? As long as they enjoyed, i think i did my job.

Well, day1 started off pretty nerve wrecking. Seeing all the half-dead zombies in the hall, all not ready for the orientation mood. Not to mention, they were gonna be dragged into the audi for boredom 3hr marathon. Didnt exactly knw wad to do and how to get everyone involved. Told them abt the hell to expect and to mingle but... >.<

But when cheer began, it was BOOM. =D Haha, tried intimidating with my loudest cheer and i guess it worked?? Though not almost instantaneously but when i heard their loud cheer afterwards, it really spurred me on to cheer even louder and more. Thus, the screwed throat by end of day1 but it was worth it? If it wasnt for their "encouragement", perhaps i may give up through the cheer. So thanks RHEA.

Well, highlights: we broke one game record, that is the dizzy wadeva game, they got in 38 balls! BALLS BALLS BALLS. XD Kudos.
Witness a prelude of brokeback mountain two during the water tractor game.
Getting whole OG to gender switch for couple dance is so damn INTERESTING. XD
And the DAMN FIFTH POSITION. =)

But well, cudnt done it with my fellow OGLS, namely TALL 187CM DUDE YIXUAN (MALE) XD and FAKE 187CM SHORTY KAR MUN! =X *applause*

Well, my only regret, not being able to get real close with some of my OG mates. =/

Anw, back to sch is boring. Waking up at 5.30am daily. Slping thr lecture. Missing out lotsa stuff. >.< Chase baby chase.

And track new intake is kinda small. SCREW THE FUCKING OLD JERSEYS.

Back to revision b4 SL tmr and Judo on sun.

IcyRoy took a breath on 1/11/2008 11:12:00 PM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Its 1/1/2008!

Oh well, time to write the new year resolutions and hopefully get down to those. But before that, lemme recall wad i did prior to the new year.

Well, shopping for xmas is kinda fun other than the burn in the wallet part but oh well, spirit of giving! Anw, spent xmas visiting steph's hse initially and passing to her her giant giant gift. =) Oh manz, i kinda miss that cute bear's look. After that, chiong down to PS to meet up with the rest. Hanged out, then head to zheng fa huo hai xian to eat dinner. Well, its aaaa oily, HYGIENIC, fiery experience. Aha, but its great to enjoy these kinda cook-ur-own-food with frens. After tt, the rest came and MADE NOISE at my hse! Aha, stayover i meant. Well, been long since we last had a proper stayover. And we just watched disturbia, whacked monopoly for 3plus hours? and played HALO!!! Oh manz, CTF is so damn FUN! And its like how long since we guys had the exhilarating thrill of blasting ur own friend's head with a rocket launcher or whacking parts off with a plasma sword. DAMN, i swore we could last the whole nite simply with a black little box, controllers and HALO2. But well, prolly only gonna enjoy it like next year when we have sleepover somewhere. Anw, i guess i enjoyed it to the max by not slping till 6pm the next day? =D

30th, we had class BBQ. Supposed to be chalet initially but cudnt get rooms. Well, lets say i almost have no contact with the class except the ogls. So seeing them again was quite nice, although it was close to sch reopening. Hmm, celebrated jacq's birthday, surprised her with a birthday cake from the class. Well, was caught in a dilemma between staying over or not but guessed the sticky ashy me went home to slp instead.

But that was in preparation for NY countdown!

Well, wad turned out to be a nite at some ulu park playing with sparkles, steph and i ended at my bro's hse for his first party ever! So privilleged can. XD Had ber and sis pasta, with bukit timah hawker's bbq stingray and bbq wings. After tt, played monopoly again! Haha, building hotels, wad a great way to start the year. =D I guess it was like the first time i counted down with my siblings, if i didnt rmb wrongly. Haha, created lotsa noise with the party pack when it was 0000hr. Nice way to start the year eh.

2007's review.

I still hate AJC exterior.
I love Steph! =)
I made lotsa new peeps but i guess theres still the sch culture difference? Deeply, i still missed my sji peeps. And its just sad that i guess i drifted away from them due to the lack of effort to catch up. I miss the judokas, especially YJ and KX! Just feel that theres alot which we guys could catch up but just that we didnt have the chance nor time. Oh man, really, just a hella lotsa difference compared to 2006. =/
I felt weak mentally. I guess im starting to lack determination, with the thought of giving up constantly appearing in me, though i didnt. COME ON COME ON.
Im in track amazingly but i still miss judo - the cheers, the morale, the discipline but it didnt felt the same when i went back the other time.
I pangseh pple lotsa times.
I became closer to my siblings, maybe the maturity difference had closen up and hence, the age gap isnt really a problem? But felt real close to them this year and thats good.
Family had given me more freedom and i appreciate them for that, really. Hence, i will not let the trust down, BRING IT ON As!

New year resolution:

1) WHACK MY DAMN ASS OFF FOR As! Dun let it be the final exam.
2) Achieve sth for myself in kyugrade or age group.
3) Be nicer to steph. =)
4) Spend more time for frens.
5) Get closer to the class.
6) 12s for 100m.
7) 55s for 400m.
8) 30 points for napfa
9) MORE defined abs.
10) Ora Et Labora (for the best)
11) Play less. Games can wait. MOE cant.

COME ON COME ON, BRING IT ON. *ROAR*

IcyRoy took a breath on 1/01/2008 06:00:00 PM